That little flower inside of me

I’m sitting here as still as could be mediating to reach
that little flower inside of me.
I’m feeling a sense of calmness deep in my soul to be
I feel that little flower that is trying to reach me.
It’s talking to me giving me guidance to bring balance
Back to inside of me.
I’m clearing all the clutter of my past around that little flower
In me .It is growing as I clear the pathway to reach it to connect
To who I want to be. The true spirit of my soul in side me .
As I reach to that flower of my spirit my thoughts are getting clearer
The flower is blossoming to colours of beautiful harmony.
I’m seeing a clearer pathway ,I’m getting closer and travelling as fast to reach
That flower inside me .
With joy to my heart I’ve reached that little flower inside me.
I feel the calmness even stronger and Im glad to bring back balance back to
Inside of me ,
That once was their and ever so lost through my life .
That as I grow up as a child to be an adult lost that sense of my true spirit inside of me
walking down the laneway 
The tree's up over my head
ever so green and sheltering me.
Each step I take ,I hear the leaves
crunch under my feet.
As I walk closer to my desiny.
I feel the presence of the trees
love inside of me.
As I come closer to the end of the long
laneway,I see the light getting stronger
inside of me.and I think to myself
how blessed I have been.
To have started at the beginning of the laneway
and gone through every hurdle that was thrown
at me ,To know I got to the top of the laneway
and freed myself of all that life threw at me.
To connect back to nature where we all came from and give you that solid rooting through hard times
AS I SIT AMUST THE TREES,I HEAR THEM WHISPERING
JOYS OF NATURE,THEIR ROOTS SO STRONG AND SOLID
TO MOTHER NATURE.
THE LEAVES SO QUIET AND STILL ON THE STEMS
OF THE BRANCHES OF THE TREES.

SITTING HERE I FEEL THE SOLIDNESS OF THE TREES
AND I FEEL MYSELF BEING BROUGHT BACK TO NATURE
TO CONNECT TO WHERE I BEGAN THAT HAS SOLID FOUNDATIONS
TO MY BEING OF A PERSON I CHOOSE TO BE.
This is some thing I would like to share with you
I decided to write this poem because I went and got my DNA
done to find out where i came from because i felt lost inside of me
and to my amazement it explained alot to me all the cultures that were
inside of me .I got it done in england done by a mouth
swap test it took
three weeks to get it done it was very helpful.
AS I GO DEEP WITHIN MY SOUL TO BE
I KNOW THIS FEELING DOES NOT BELONG TO ME
AS I GO THROUGH TIME AND SPACE
LOOKING FOR THE PERSON I WANT TO BE
I SEE ALL THESE CULTURES THAT ARE INSIDE OF ME ,SO I DECIDED TO MYSELF WHICH ONE
REPRESENTS ME, AND THE PERSON I CHOOSE
TO BE.
I CHOOSE TO BE THE PERSON OF PEACE AND HARMONY IN MY LITTLE SOUL TO BE,
AND GROW THAT LITTLE FLOWER OF PEACE AND HARMONY
AS I SOW THAT SEED INSIDE OF ME
NOW I GROW IT TO BE STRONG INSIDE OF ME
ALTHOUGH AT TIMES I FIND IT HARD TO SEE ME
I KEEP GOING BECAUSE IN MY SOUL I KNOW THROUGH
TIME AND SPACE THAT I WILL FIND THAT LITTLE FLOWER GETTING
STRONGER INSIDE OF ME.
by Tina carolan